let me see you do the jane fonda

I would have married Henry Fonda if I was alive back then. He was so attractive. Yum.

sick days

I absolutely hate being sick. It's ruins everything that I have planned. I stayed home today so I could rest and hopefully be better for this weekend. Anyways, my sick day consisted of reading, watching scrubs, and blowing my nose a lot. Well, I feel somewhat better, so I'll definitely be going to school tomorrow...at least it'll be Friday. I hope my plans for tomorrow go as planned. No more rain, please.

but I'll be true to you

"So pretty, so smart
Such a waste of a young heart
What a pity, what a sham
What’s the matter with you, man?

Don’t you see it’s wrong, can’t you get it right?
Out of mind and outta sight
Call on all your girls, don’t forget the boys
Put a lid on all that noise

I’m a satellite heart, lost in the dark
I’m spun out so far, you stop, I start
But I’ll be true to you

I hear you’re living out of state, running in a whole new scene
They say i haven’t slept in weeks, you’re the only thing i see

I’m a satellite heart, lost in the dark
I’m spun out so far, you stop, I start
But I’ll be true to you
I’m a satellite heart, lost in the dark
I’m spun out so far, you stop I start
But I’ll be true to you no matter what you do,
yeah I’ll be true to you"
-Satellite Heart, Anya Marina

happiness, not happeness.

"You want to resist settling for second best, or third best, or 127th best, when your #1 choice seems scary or slow in coming."-how to be HAPPY, dammit. a cynic's guide to spiritual happiness

How to be HAPPY, dammit is possibly the best little book ever. The title describes it all. It's charming and insightful. I love reading something that relates to my beliefs.

Finals Week.

Probably the most stressful time of a teen's life. In my past two years as a highschooler, I have never really stressed over finals except for math. It's finally hit me. The stress everyone else experienced but me. It feels as if fireworks are going off inside my stomach. Ouch.

drowned world

Everything has been overwhelming lately.
Let's take a break.
Then start fresh again.

at least I'm not drinking.

I love Photoshop!
I think I may have an addiction.But it's okay. I could be doing things that are actually harmful to my health.


P.S. I'm excited for this coming weekend! ;]

"What you do speaks so loud, I can not hear what you say."
-Ralph Waldo Emerson

it must get lonely there sometimes

from the tangles of my heart

"I wanted to forget him, and yet it seemed I thought of him always. It was as if the empty nights were made for thinking of him. And sometimes I found myself so vividly aware of him it was as if he had only just left the room and the ring of his voice were still there. And somehow there was a disturbing comfort in that, and, despite myself, I'd envision his face..."
-Interview with the Vampire, Anne Rice

twenty.ten.

Happy New Year! I can't believe it's 2010 already! It still feels like 2007. This is ridiculous. So, last night I went to a party in San Francisco with Tavi and Alana! It was...interesting. Definitely different than any Albany party that's forsure. We met some weird ass people, and some super cute ones too ;]. Anyways, like any ridiculously huge party, it got broken up at like 11:30 or something....HALF AND HOUR BEFORE NEW YEARS! I was so angry. A whole bunch of other stuff happened but I don't really feel like discussing it here. The night was good, better than staying at home.


P.S. True Blood is my life now.