warning signs.

I'm abnormally emotional lately. For many reasons. Today sucked, but mostly because my father is engaged to a conniving mega-bitch, who decided to paint the living room lilac and light blue. What kind of white trash girly shit is that? But mostly, it's because he hid it from me for two weeks and even told my sister not to tell me. Honestly? Fuck you. Why would you not tell ME? Or ask me if what I think about it? Or ask how I feel about you getting married? I'm your DAUGHTER. You're only daughter and you didn't even tell me for two whole weeks. So much for "family". You're making a huge mistake. It's not going to last, and when it ends in divorce (like most marriages do) she's going to take half of everything. Just the way Caroline did with Grandpa. You're repeating the pattern. Maybe not the alcoholic part, but everything else. Plus, you don't even like her! You're just afraid of being lonely. Why? Because you have abandonment issues from your childhood. But so what? Everyone has abandonment issues. Get over it. You proposed to mom after two months of being together, and it took you eight years to propose to this woman. I think that says something. Not to mention you're basically supporting her AND her three kids. She hasn't worked in a year! A whole year you have been providing for her, and yet, I don't know why. You're providing for someone you don't even love. I remember you saying 8 years ago that you were "too old" to find someone, and that "everyone is already married". Dad, you were 30. That's when people start getting married. You just stayed with the first person you met because you didn't want to be alone. You could have done so much better, but instead you chose someone with issues who can't even manage them in the slightest bit. Good job, dad. So, that's why I didn't say "congratulations" the other night, because she's no good and ruining your life. You're miserable. Why don't you see that?