i hope you don't mind that I put down in words...

Lately everyone has been asking me: what are you going to do after high schoolWhat's your five year plan? Have you taken the SATs/ACTs yet? What college are you going to? BLAH BLAH BLAH. Want to know my 10 year plan, assholes? My plan is to concentrate on being 16(almost 17), get good grades, get a job, pay for my OWN car, graduate high school, and keep working so I can move out on my own, so I don't have to deal with room mates. Then, after a year or two, if I have enough money saved up, I'll move down to San Diego(the city i love so much) go to community college for a while, adopt a (gray/blue)great dane(big dog, big person :]), go to culinary school, do culinary shit, theeeen open my own bakery eventually. Plus somewhere in there- party, have a few boyfriends, go to the beach, hang out with my friends, get tan (of courseee!), stay in shape and eat healthy, and just do what makes me happy. That's my 10 year plan. What I hope to accomplish. But hey, nothing's set in stone and I know not everything is going to work out perfectly. I'm leaving my options open. If you don't like it, suck my dick, asshole adults!

since forever.

"Piglet sidled up to Pooh from behind. ‘Pooh?’ he whispered.
‘Yes, Piglet?’
‘Nothing,’ said Piglet, taking Pooh’s hand. ‘I just wanted to be sure of you.’"
-A.A. Milne

I feel like this describes our friendship quite accurately. Even though it's a bit more cynical like Calvin and Hobbes.

sweet pea, apple of my eye

"There’s some boy out there who’s going to like you for everything you are, including those parts of you that even you don’t like. Those are going to be the things he likes the most."

-Glee, Mr. Shuster

sunshine sunshine sunshine

The warm weather is fucking rad. Like, actually. It's putting me in the best of moods. I feel like I'm a lot more productive when the sun is shining. I'm trying to keep up my good grades at the moment, while attempting to get a job, trying to keep the car my father keeps trying to take from me, eat healthier and exercise more, and maybe even possibly balance a boy somewhere in the middle. If one shows up that is! Sometimes I get a little edgy(okay, edgy doesn't even begin to cover it) about this topic. I don't want a boyfriend, but I do want one, but he has to be perfect, but there's no since thing as prince charming....blahblahblah. Anyways, I think I'm kinda over my "I hate boys" stage right now.
"If you are ever in doubt as to whether to kiss a pretty girl, always give her the benefit of the doubt."-Thomas Carlyle

Spring.

"It’s spring fever. That is what the name of it is. And when you’ve got it, you want — oh, you don’t quite know what it is you do want, but it just fairly makes your heart ache, you want it so!"

-Mark Twain

Ah, Spring time has come again. Even though it still feels like winter! :[ When I was younger, a family friend (I consider him my uncle) would tell me that boys always come flocking during the Spring. Their hormones are raging even more or something. Who knows, but so far it has proven itself true.

this is my united states of whatever

"Any so-called material thing that you want is merely a symbol: you want it not for itself, but because it will content your spirit for the moment."-Mark Twain

Speed Racer, bitch.

I got my license :]
epic win.
I drove around all today just listening to music and being a new driver and shit. What a day.

Escape me

"I am an excitable person who only understands life lyrically, musically, in whom feelings are much stronger than reason. I am so thirsty for the marvelous that only the marvelous has power over me. Anything I can not transform into something marvelous, I let go. Reality doesn’t impress me. I only believe in intoxication, in ecstasy, and when ordinary life shackles me, I escape, one way or another. No more walls." Anaïs Nin

oh, i just can't wait to be king

I'm super nervous and excited! I just don't which one is more prominent...anyways, tomorrow is job shadow day! I'm shadowing a chef at Chez Panisse. Yes, that's right. I'm super nervous though! Wish me luck? Break a leg? But not literally. And Thursday is...well, a surprise!
:]

just a little something.

Every night someone thinks about you before they go to sleep. At least 15 people in this world love you. The only reason someone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. There are at least 2 people in this world that would die for you. You mean the world to someone. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes out of it. When you think the world has turned it's back on you, take a look. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget the rude remarks.