brain freeze

I haven't 'blogged' for a while. It seems things are changing [dramatically] and I guess I'm changing with them. It's not bad, it's just change. Some people are terrified of it, but for some reason, I really like it. Even if it's a bad change, I tend to be okay with it eventually.



There's this one thing though. It's been bugging me for a while now. I don't really want to go into detail cause it'll give away the person I'm talking about. Things are...very different now. Not how they were say...three months ago? I want to work out the problems. But it seems that won't be happening because they lie to me constantly. And they know that I know that they're lying to me. Yet, they still say everything's fine. But whatever. I don't want to commit to something or someone who refuses to do the same. It just wastes my time. Jeez, I sound like I'm married...
My birthday is in five days or so. Sixteen :] I'm still working on getting my permit. Two more sections plus two tests. So...hopefully I stop procrastinating and finish it.
Also, I'm getting my braces off in three weeks. You have no idea how excited I am!
Oh yesss, I almost forgot! EDT Pop!
So I'm working on convincing my mom to let me go. She said I can only go if I win the tickets on Energy 92.7 AND if Megan wants to go with me. Which means, I hope I can still go with Sakara too. So, wish me luck? I'm dying to go. Literally.

"O Rose, thou art sick!
The invisible worm,
That flies in the night,
In the howling storm,
Has found out thy bed
Of Crimson joy,
And his dark secret love
does thy life destroy."

-William Blake