I ended up hanging with Kana, Josie, and Arin on Solano for most of the evening which was pretty rad. It was so much better than staying at home on a Saturday night with nothing to do. Except the only thing about going out on Saturday nights is that you get to see all the couples cupcaking. Which is...too couple-like for me.
OHMYFUCKINGGOD. Single White Female. I am going to shoot her. Ew. She's so GRIMEEEEY. Really. Hahaha...I'm such a bitch. Actually I'm just delirious right now...but I'm still a bitch.
Things have been...stressful lately, but in a different way. I don't know why. I've just been freaking out over the smallest things. The way someone says something, looks at me, or even does upsets me so much. Ugh. It's so weird. Only four more weeks. Or something like that till schools out.
I want to fly away. I want to be set free. I feel like there's all these things holding me back from what I want. Chains. Lots and lots of chains holding me to the ground, so I can't fly away. I'm beyond ready for Summer. I need to let go of so many things. Everything has been building up inside me for the past few months and Summer is the time where it all disappears. Almost as if it never existed or even happened.
Also, I think it's officially time to burn some of the things I've been saving for so long. They just keep me lingering in the past. Thinking about what could have happened, instead of accepting the way things turned out. Ugh whatever.
Summer needs to hurry up.
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