Fuck. PLEASE, LEARN TO LOVE YOURSELF. No one can love you until you learn to do that. It's so sad to watch someone I love so much have no confidence in themselves. And my job is to kick them when they refuse to get back up. So I'm kicking as hard as I fucking can. So get the fuck up and stop feeling sorry for yourself. Have some decency. I say this all out of love because I don't want to see them like this.
I learned that the hard way. No one told me not to do it. No one even knew what was going through my mind some days. I hate what I did, I wish I could take it back. Fuck. So much was lost because of what happened. A whole friendship lost because of one stupid day we decided to hang out at my house, instead of going out and having an adventure. It sucked waking up, going to school and seeing them knowing I fucked up. It's humiliating. It's impossible to forget. And I talk about it all the time, I know, but it really fucking sucked. And it still does, and I'm hopping that this Summer it will all just fade away.
In your brown eyes, walked away
In your brown eyes, couldn't stay
In your brown eyes, you watch her go
And turn the record on
And wonder what went wrong
What went wrong
If everything was everything
But everything is over
Everything could be everything
If only we were older
Guess its just a silly song about you
And how i lost you
And your brown eyes
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